I guess it's kind of weird, really, that my dreams bring in people I knew some 20 years ago. Weird, but not at all bad. I think the last really awesome guy I ever dated was back when I worked at the Biloxi Belle in Biloxi, MS. It's a memory I don't actually visit, but one that visits me. I don't feel melancholy or sad, but I do think it's strange. I won't even begin to guess what it means, because I think that it has a lot less to do with HIM than it does with ME, who I am, who I was, and who I should be. Back then I was able to be who I was without any seemingly limiting people around me. Gosh, that was so very long ago, and during a time when my decisions were mostly the right ones.
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