I've had a bad time of writing here lately, always so unsure of what I'm doing or where I'm going. Let's face it--I'm stuck. Not for a lack of trying, but mostly for a lack of motivation and guidance. I can't even begin to tell you how tough it is to be mostly isolated while trying to reach out.
WTH is that all about anyway?
My sense of direction right now is also f*cked up. Too much is unknown for me to pick a direction, a focus, anything that would remotely help me to get up again. Yes, the health issue is greatly responsible for what I have to deal with from day to day, and not having definitive answers makes things even worse. Freaking limbo. Damn.
Well, I guess I do have ONE direction/focus---health. It will have to do for now. But honestly, I'm going to plan for a vacation...at the least, a short road trip to somewhere where I can take in the scenery and renew my soul.
Yeah. Most definitely.
No comments:
Post a Comment