Talk about it. Blog about it. Even if it makes no sense to most who read it... it will make sense to someone..eventually.
I've spent most of my energy purging on my other two blogs, so this one has even more fragmented thought and feelings than the other two. Just to let you know. It's funny how that works, isn't it? But this is why people are encouraged to talk or write about their feelings... because holding it in isn't a good thing. Not good at all.
I have to admit, though, that it's hard to find someone to talk to. I don't open up easily these days. I guess it's just that I don't really trust that the person listening really wants to hear, or that they give a shit. lol That's on ME. Not them. And I could be completely right. Maybe they couldn't care less. If I spent any real time thinking about this it would provide no answers. So, I just have to go with it and believe that when it comes time to talk to someone about what's going on.. I will know it's okay.
There isn't a lot to say here at the moment because, as I mentioned, I pretty much purged on my other two blogs. And what I'm left with is feeling a little bit tired of thinking about all of this. So... that means I need to think of something else, DO something else, find something else to focus on that will make me feel better, happier....
I guess I will focus on choosing colors for kitchen cabinet painting, as our contractor will need that information soon, and on finding decent low-fat vegan recipes. Thug Kitchen has tons of awesome recipes, but... I want to also see what else is out there, too. Maybe tried and true recipes with low-fat options would be the best place to start, rather than just altering my favorite ones so that they're low-fat. And the Thug Kitchen Cookbook is filled with recipes that are perfect as they are. I'm not sure I'd want to F**k with that. ;p
Maybe I'll have more to say later... hope so. I feel like I've cheated everyone out of a good laugh... or something.
Til then... laters, taters!
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